“I can’t hold it all in my head at the same time,” he’d said once. “What I want it to be. I can’t make a new one without the old one to help me focus. What’s the phrase for that?”
“Self-defeating,” Adam had replied.
“Fuck you. Catch-22. That’s what I meant.”
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